I had a
client a few years back who we will call Jane.
Jane worked in the community and was fairly well known. I met Jane through my oldest daughter. She seemed polite but VERY GUARDED. But, as only a hairapist would know, she
needed MAJOR hairapy. Now, when I meet
someone, and they don’t have the best cut or color, I start looking into more
than that. I want to know this
person. I want to know what they are
like socially, emotionally. Yes people,
I dig deep. And, quite frankly, Jane had
a major chip on her shoulder. She was
uptight and well, not the nicest person to sit in my chair.
Now, some
hairapists might look at Jane and think, “I CANNOT have that woman in my chair”. I looked at Jane and thought two things:
1) I can’t WAIT to fix her hair 2) I
WILL break her down and figure out why she is the way she is!
And, so Jane
started to become a regular. A bossy
regular. She knew what she wanted and
how I was to do it. And, well, I was so
taken aback, I let her run the show. And
anyone who knows me is reading this right now and saying “No. Way.” But, it’s true. I now had a client with ugly hair and I didn’t
want anyone to know I did it. And, on
top of all of this, I had no idea how to get through to her. Let’s just say MY plan wasn’t working out too
well for me.
A few months
into the relationship, Jane and I started talking about different services and I
suggested (subtly) that she try keratin (a smoothing treatment). Her hair was out of control and I knew this
would help. The next time I saw Jane,
she told me she had gone and gotten keratin at another “less expensive”
salon. From there, the relationship
started on its downward spiral. And I,
being as passionate (okay, obsessive) as I am about hair, started to pull
away. I stopped trying. And soon, Jane was emailing me for color
formulas and asking if she could do her hair at home. I could go on and on with the inappropriate
behavior. But, you get where I am going
with this, right? The woman was breaking
every rule I had for myself and my business!
Color your hair at home?! Go
somewhere less expensive and I give you my color formula? Do you want me to hand you my paycheck too?!
I spent
months after ending the relationship stewing about it. I was angry with Jane. Why would she compromise me like this? Why would she think her behavior was
okay? What the heck had I done to
deserve this?
And then,
one day I realized, I didn’t have the energy to be angry with her anymore. I was spending so much time fixating on her
crazy wig of hair and desperately wanting to sass her up…and well, she didn’t
want my help. We weren’t on the same
page. And guess what? I realized that’s okay. And I forgave her. I forgave her for being so insulting to me
when sitting in my chair. I forgave her
for asking for her color formula. I
forgave her because I needed
to heal and move on. And, I realized
there is a BIG difference between forgiving and forgetting.
Yes, you may
be reading this and thinking “it’s just hair”!
But, is it really? If someone is
disrespectful of any part of your life or beliefs, don’t the same rules
apply? And isn’t it you who is hurting if
you walk around angry all the time?
So, I am a
work in progress. I am a hairapist. And you might be a teacher or a doctor or a
lawyer or an author. No matter what your
title is, we all make mistakes. And, we
all deserve forgiveness. Wouldn’t this
world be a better place if everyone could find it in their hearts to forgive
one another a little bit more and be angry a little bit less?
To all the “Janes”
of my past I want to tell you, I forgive you.
And, I hope you in turn will forgive me too.
Believe.
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